Monday, November 14, 2005

monitor

saket sa mata...
nakakaluha
dito ako sa library..la magawa...maya pang 3 class ko.hehe

posted by cmon3t @ 1:37 PM 1 comments

letter to God

dear God,

honestly, i dont know how to begin since i have so many things to tell you and to ask you. lately, ive received almost all sorts of sufferings. you know so well that i cant handle all problems and failures at the same time. you know im weak, you know everything.. you know im not going to survive from your tests. but still you've given me the hardest tests. its not that im blaming you, i just dont understand why.. i cant see what your plans.

does your tests have to be those that make me feel unwanted?! boom. nice hit. i did feel unwanted. perfect! you know how it felt?! you know it.. i know you know it... nice one!

failure?! ive never experienced failure.. why now?!why in the midst of my problemsssss?! my pride is all i have.. but after failure, pride left me and i have nothing left..

ive been alone. ive felt unwanted. does my pride together with my soul have to leave my body?!
should i feel empty?! im a worthy to feel it?! how bad had ive been?! how bad, that youve given me the worst?! how?!

i still have a lot of things to tell you but i cant.. im to weak to tell you. im to weak to accept things. im weak... i know im weak..

please Lord..i have enough..you've broken me. now, come and heal me.. help me...

posted by cmon3t @ 12:56 PM 2 comments