too late for a welcome party?
paksyet. the only word that describes everything that is happening to my life right now.the year didnt start well as expected. it was so damn...F*cked! i swear... worse than hell... i dont know where to start, i dont really hell know... fuck!
1-i hate boys. from the way they stop you from cursing...when they themselves always curse...i hate the idea "kasi panget sa babae" puta! kung yan lng..ayoko ng maging babae!
2-i hate the way he ignores me.the way he uses his sun sim.the way he hang out with his frends every sat..make that everyday. the way he..simply the way he is...
3-i hate myself.cause i cant simply concentrate on one thing.take for an example the way i study..fuck.i am such a mess...
4-i hate crying. but i cant stop my tears from falling cause of my bro's major dumbness. these days..no more room for laughs..what a fucked up life.
5-i hate my bro so much.i swear.he's totally dumb ass...he never cared for my mom...what he wants is what he gets. he is pissing me off. he never used his mind. and what a dumb ass chick he's with right now. totally helluva bitch! the way he answered mom... the way he treated mom.. the way he acted.. the way he makes my mom cry...puta
6- i hate seeing my mom cry the most...cause i love her so much..
i hope that my bro loves my mom too.. i hope he sees everything mom did for us.. the things she sacrified her joys just to be with us... the way she's being so strong even without my dad... the way she raises her hand to heaven everytime she prays cause she can take things no more...
i hate it cause my dad is not here...
posted by cmon3t @ 4:57 PM
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