and another one
maybe its painful to discover that your partner doesnt know how to protect you, doesn't know who you are, inspite of almost a year of relationship: drama, tears, laughter, fun,watever. if thats the case i think it would be better to remove the word friend from girlfriend making it simplier to call your signifact other as just your girl. i mean whats the sense of calling your girlfriend a friend when you dont know who she is when she is hurt when she needs you. it must hurt for the girl to know that you know your friend better than her, the friend who lives next door. maybe distance matters. maybe... maybe that's why you know how to defend her from your girl, you tell your girl: she's not like that, she's conservative, she wont do it, she's just friendy, she has no modus on whatsoever. maybe you have more time to spend with your friends. your girl misses you alot.. she wishes to talk to you after work or maybe during break. but most of the times, like 4 in every 5 times, you usually do things when shes not doing anythingmaybe you and her have every single reaosn to break up... but apart from from you see on her dramas.. she has the same ecery single reason to hold on because she loves you very very much. God knows what she is going through: crusade on what will keep your relationship forver...she always pray for your relationship to be stronger.
loving someone is not base on destiny love at first sight or whatever.. its base on the choice to love and to be loved...

