bull crap
A writer of a free newspaper once said, “When no one else will listen, recording your feelings can be the only thing that will make you feel alive”. (Journal Keeping)
In my case I only have my blog to write on. It is the same thought though. Well,how will I start?
I have never felt so dead before, not until yesterday when a totally bull issue came out.
History
No one to defend me. I lost my father, grandfather, and my bros are not that much of a big help when it comes to defending me. Since then, I prayed, hoped, wished, wanted to have someone to defend me. Then no one came. That’s when I started to learn how to keep my grounds. To make it short I learned how to be hard.
Present
Here came someone who I prayed, hoped, wished and wanted to defend me. He came, on the contrary, he can’t be what I prayed, hoped, wished and wanted for. I’m just simply saddened by this fact. Really. What’s more tragic than that? I can’t totally tell every feelings I have. I cant burst into tears without being blamed. I cant shout my lungs out without being hushed. How can my situation be any harder?
Future
All I will do… understand until I absorb all of this crap…
Have a heard all the lies i never wanted to hear?...
posted by cmon3t @ 11:24 PM
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